the saD LOVE songS I lovE....

200 pounds beauty

 

Stars

Chorus:

 

Don’t be hurt

Caressing my wound gently

Embracing me to sleep

Too hurt for my legs to walk

Eyes so blurry with tears

Before love Never meant for me

I will keep on smiling

Like those stars embroidered in my eyes

I will love you forever.

Mummy's off day + sis's off day = Ms. BITchy's lazing day....
Heehee...

Woke up at 10am, changed all my bedsheet (:
Went out for lunch around 1pm with my sister's driving us to Upper Thomson for our favourite duck congee...
i must say it's yummY yummY!!!!! (Always forgot to take pic... sorrY....)

After which we went NP to walk around ... digest the food... ^Q^

MummY and sisteR is like rushing back home to plaY mahjonG... gosH!!! it'S super scary to play mahjong with 2 pros oki! so stressful... i have lost count of the times i lost to them LOL!!!


Halfway through... Mr. E called me... (I was losing badly at that point!!!)

LOL!!! He heard that i was playing mahjong wit my mummy and sister so we hung up the phone...
Think he is too bored in camp...

The game finally ended around 8pm ++...
My bro-in-law waited for us to take dinner until he fell asleep hahaha... *He always fall asleep while waiting... LOL!!*

Anyway i won $10 bucks overall! Guess that $10 bucks will be contributed to the tibits fund for Fri night (:

i felt sort of bad to hung up on Mr. E so i sent SMS... ^^
We just exchanged a few SMS...

Ms. Mel said i am trying to make myself get hard to catch is it? LOL!!!
I am not... Just don't know what else to say right now...
It's quite embarrassing enough for me...

TIME! TIME! TIME! I need more TIME!
Great that i finally grow up, out of my ex -bf's shadow! Heehee...

Ms. BITchy! U did it! I just love the feeling! Heehee...

Ms. Thief just SMS me saying that she just end work... Time check 1am++!!
Tml is a day reserved for Ms. Thief plus Mr. E heehee...
3 more days of lazing and i am seriously into job searching...

Just start working first, then plan as i go... ^Q^

BB!!!
All the best for your physics paper!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!
Just love u so much when i received your SMS all the way from Australia!
I am so excited that i keep on telling my mummy and sister that it's U who just sent a SMS to me... ^^ *Foolish right ? Heehee*

Alright... hoping that Ms. Thief will be online soon...
Need to tell her the plans for tml night...

Mr. E might not be able to make it, if his training ends very late... Mr. E can only book out saturday morning for that case. 

Ms. Thief have the right to decide if she's still interested to stay over at my place... Heehee^^
Anyway My CC is quite bored recently... Ms. Thief i know you are off for fri, sat and sun! How about ask my CC out one of the days for movies hahahaha...
*Nice chance for you to see my CC oh!!!*
*Just love teasing My CC and Ms. Thief!!!!!*



Love this doggy...
How i wish i have him with him since i have too much LOVE....
too much LOVE until i will go mad heehee...

COME TO MAMA! COME TO MAMA!!!

*muackSsSsSsSs*
*muackSsSsSsSs*
*muackSsSsSsSs*
*muackSsSsSsSs*
*muackSsSsSsSs*

我爱你那么多

看黑夜天空
想起你的手
指过的那个星球
泪已不常流
因为已接受
分开了你是快乐的
不幸福的人到现在还很多
至少你不是其中一个
在我退出后

我爱你那么多
所以那么痛
当我发现我
挡在你逐爱的途中
我爱你那么多
爱得那么痛
每次入睡后
都作了同一个梦
你转身轮廓
你转身的轮廓
命运暗示过
你的爱永远
像那颗遥远的星球
你是诚实的
我现在明白了
受伤了人才会成熟
从来不知道自己如此的软弱
当我发现不敢再爱了
那一刻才懂
我爱你那么多
所以那么痛
当我发现我
挡在你逐爱的途中
我爱你那么多
爱得那么痛
每次入睡后
都作了同一个梦
那一颗你指过的遥远星球
像一个我永远都到达不了的一个梦
我爱你那么多
所以那么痛
当我发现我
挡在你逐爱的途中
我爱你那么多
爱得那么痛
每次入睡后
都作了同一个梦
你转身的轮廓

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: 我爱你那么多, 萧亚轩

Well…

The story of Mr. E is case closed I guess…

Something that I tried hard but it’s actually something not meant to be mine…

Letting go slowly is the best solution to the current situation.^^

*I am not 三分钟热度!!, I just can’t do anything more…*

 

 

Ms. Kang don be worried about me so much… this is considered as small case. If the game is not started, the impact won’t be that big… Heehee… I am alright okay…

 

Although it’s something I wish for, but that thing might not necessary be mine….

 

Just like what he said.

 

SAME CHEMISTRY BUT WRONG TIMING…

 

Ms. Thief asked me what he means by SAME CHEMISTRY.

Because the things guy talked, might be different from what I am thinking… Heehee…

 

*NO CHANCE TO ASK HIM YET*

 

He asked me so many things until I also confused…

The weirdest question he asked was: How come I think I am ready for a new relationship…

Such weird questions will surely have lots of answers… LOL!!!

1. Ready is because i feel your presence makes me comfortable?
2. Ready is because my heart beats faster when we are together?
3. Ready is because i can feel the excitement when you ask me out?
4. Ready is because i mistook the CHEMISTRY?
5. Ready is because i realized i know what is LOVE again?

Heehee... Anyway it's over... It's not important anymore...

 

He suggested chilling out at my place on this coming Friday…

I have asked Ms. Thief along to avoid the awkward feeling plus we wanted to play Monopoly so the more the merrier I think.

 

*Ms. Thief!!! I am using U alright? Heehee… I have asked him to bring along his PS2 for the 2 of you to game… I don’t like 'killing' games…*

 

Thinking too much also no use…

Next week onwards I will start looking for job, although nothing in mind… but I will try my very best to go for a job that interest me so that I can learn a lot.

 

*New Resume completed!*

 

 

Suddenly I have the thought to write out the definition of my LOVE.

 

Last 2 days spoke a lot to BB…

I guess is BB who inspired me to ask myself what I am looking in…

Just a draft list… If you think that I am wrong or you think that I should have other items in the list, can comment for me? Hahaha…

1.    Love my family just like how he loves me. (:
2.   The sense of SECURE is 100% important!
3.   Caring & Loving. ^^
4.  Pampers me. (Like a small princess? Opps…) ^Q^
5.  When I am sick, he MUST take care of me.
6.   Be there when I need his shoulders.
7.  For now, I don’t mind he is not rich, all I need is he have the drive to improve himself for the future.
8. No colorful guys!! (NO to scandal & fling!)
9. Caress my hair to let me know that YOU LOVE ME!
10. Gives a lot of hugs and kisses!
11. Cover blanket for me when I am cold.
12. Understand me from my daily habits, avoid making stupid mistakes in front of me.
13. Don’t be too lame because I am not very bright. LOL!!!
14. Avoid having too many VULGAR words in the daily life! (I hate it!!!)
15. Love him more if he is using Hugo Boss: No.6 perfume... (hahahahaha!!!)

 

That’s all for the time being…

I know LOVE is BLIND! When u r in love, you will always see the good side of your lover…

Sooner or later, we have to take the ugly side of him. Just face it girls!

 

 

If we never try, we will never know if it works… God gave us guts to do all things!

Although mine is considered as small, but I tried it once, don’t tell me yours is smaller then mine because I won’t believe it!

 

GIRLS!!! GO FOR THINGS YOU THINK IS GOOD… THE FUTURE IS IN OUR HANDS…

 

All of us learnt from failure.
*Just a small note! If you are attached, pls don't hurt the other party! Treasure them because they are willing to LOVE u... Ask youself, how many people in the world gets to LOVE u...*

 

Alright… finally I finished writing…

Ms. Mel never stop rushing me… salute to her!

 

Just for BB

 

BB, complete your exams first. After which you can start to think of how to settle your long-distance relationship problems. I will support your decisions. Miss you deep deep!

 

 

 

如果那天你说爱我

 

你还记得吗
那年夏天海的味道
我还忘不了
你那件衬衫的味道
只是当初不够肯定
我对你有多在意
只是夏天太快过去
一眨眼就来不及
如果非要等到爱过以后
才知道没有结果
如果非要等到失去以后
才懂得珍惜拥有
如果幸福真的太难把握
怎么又让它溜走
如果那天你说爱我
说爱我

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: 如果那天你说爱我, 蔡依林

something is really not right with me...

starting i don feel anything about my ex-bf staying over at my place.

after updating my journal, Ms. Mel and Ms. Thief started their counseling with me.
my mood totally changed.
now i felt what i did is like i gave up my whole life!

the worst thing is i have fallen for a piece of wood!
it is the worst nightmare ever!!

so many ppl bad mood today!

jus reach home, on my PC, Ms. BrandedPrincess asked me out for drinks.
Ms. BrandedPrincess settled everything with Mr. Scandal!
can sense that it is a painful depart, but there is no never ending story...
i got the concept from my breakup with my ex-bf.

what is mean to be urs will be urs...
even if it is not a gd one, u will still love it that much, it's life!

Ms. Sweet (Mr. Josh's GF) is joining us too..
Heard that they broke up...

everyone is low mood!
we shall drink!
drink until we cry, vomit, just try to make ourselves better instead of having current state!

Current Mood: tired

Just about to  sleep...

Mr. Jimmy is hanging on my mobile phone... Seems so weird when guys talk to me now...
Not sure what they are up to, or i am just too sensitive...


Mr Hippo... Just SMS to asked me to enjoy my trip...

jus received a nice SMS..

share wit u....

男人的问题是：

如果你对他好，
他说你爱上他了，
对他不好，
他说你骄敖

如果你穿得很漂亮，
他说你企图惑他，
如果不，
他说你是乡下来的

如果你跟他理论，
他说你固执，
如果你沉默，
他说你没大脑

如果你跟他做爱，
他说你不爱他，
如果跟他做，
他说你是贱货！

如果你吸烟，
你是坏女孩，
如果他吸烟，
他是绅士

fridaY....

decided to declare as a rest day since i hav tire myself up after the ECONS and STATS paper...

Met up wit Ms. Thief for dinner and nobody will knows what crawl past our minds.... HAHAHAHAHA.....

I followed Ms. Thief back to her place and she collected her stuffs after which she came to my place and invaded my bed hahahaha...

When we were on the bus 25 towards Ms. Thief's place... There is this uncle who keep on looking at me( he was sitting opposite but 3 seats to the left). Ms. Thief realised that once he sat down.

Starting, he was sitting beside Ms. Thief but Ms. Thief complained that his armpits are smelly so we shift to the opposite seats.

Damn mus show u the snap shot i took for the uncle.. so disgusting!!! Look at him holding the bar even when he is sitted down...



We have decided to watch the Blades of Glory since GV is so near to my place!!!!
It's so superRRRRRRRRRRR  funny!!!

BUT there is something which is more for ur laughter....

Alrightt.... Everytime when u walk into the cinema, before the screen starts to show anything, they will be playing music right?

The WEIRD part is... they keep on playing those 'PSYCHO' music... the guy in front of me keep on acting like he is stabbing someone... Ms. Thief and i burst out of laughter!!!

The WORSE part... when i was bursting out my laughter... my mouth is actually filled wit coke and nachos!!!!!!!! 
So u should guess what happened right?!?!?! I splashed everything onto the side carpet... OPPS... i swear i don meant for it to happen and it's the first time! I was totally choked by nachos and coke...

So everything went well for the movie...

Back home and started the grooming session for Ms. Thief...
Oh Gosh!!!! Ms. Thief never went to the Pedicure session before.. So girls you should know how bad the situation is when i removed her one month ago nail polish on her toes nails!!!!!!

GIRLS!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU ARE A GIRL, PLS PAMPER UR NAILS ESPECIALLY UR TOE NAILS WHEN U ARE WEARING OPENED TOES SHOES!!!!!

It's like doin an operation when i am removing her one month ago nail polish + cutting + trimming+ buffing + applying new nail color + designing for her!!! I tink i start ard 2.30am and ended the operation for her 5.15am... 

Before doin her nails, i done up my own toes nails... i took less then 1 hr for removing my one week ago nail polish + cutting + trimming + applying new nail color + designing manzzz....

FRIENDS... IF U NEED HELP ON IT... I AM MOST WILLING TO HELP U!!! SO PLS PAMPER URSELF MORE!!!

Off to bed ard 5.30am and woke up ard 12pm for lunch......

I hate the feeling of waking up.. my body will be aching like mad especially the shoulders?!!!
I don really know the problem so i seriously need a good massage on my shoulders!!!!

after which rot ard and went home to take medicine.... as i jus abt to fall asleep.. Mr. Jimmy called me up and asked me out to watched movie... Of cos i did not went haahaaa.... I am not totally MAD!!!

BUT!!!
I went to Mr. Jimmy's place to learn how to fold roses for my mum as Mother's Day Present....

I got the shock when we were walking to his place and he said his relatives is at his place!!!
Immediately, i asked if he likes to get his dinner first and wait until his relatives leave before i enter his place...
He simply ignore me!!!!

I was feeling so odd... So i jus walked into his place and nobody talk to me too... I jus headed straight to Mr. Jimmy's room...

Lucky he closed the door when he is teaching me... His granny keep on coming in to talk to me in Hokkien when Mr. Jimmy is bathing... -.-" I can't understand a thing from Hokkien so i jus keep nodding my head... Heehee...

So halfway through, i asked Mr. Jimmy what he got for his mummy...
Mr. Jimmy said his mummy don wan anything, jus wan him to quit drinking and smoking..

LOL!!! I laughed out... (OPPS...)

Mr: Jimmy: I told her mayb if i get a decent gf then it will improve.

Ms. BITchy: U? U get urself a decent gf? 
                     Come on if u wan to stop it, u can do it. No need to depend on someone else. (Seriously, i don 
                     know how come i said something so straight forward LOL!)


When i was about to leave.. I was carrying Fur Fur ( His dog ).. 



Then suddenly Mr. Jimmy's mummy came in and said....

Mr. Jimmy's mum: Arr... Arr...

Ms. BITchy: Hi Auntie.

Mr. Jimmy's mum: Hi. U r Jimmy's friend?

Ms. BITchy: Ya.. I am here to learn how to fold roses as a present for my mum. :)

Mr. Jimmy: Mum, she is my secondary school mate. We have know each other for many years. 

Mr. Jimmy's mum:  Oh! Same school?

Ms. BITchy: Ya.

Mr. Jimmy's mum:  Working or studying now?

Ms. BITchy:  I am still studying now... Uni 1st yr...

Mr. Jimmy's mum: Oh! Uni so good.  So good u r studying. (:

************************ Finally end the weird conversation************************

Oh My God... I can say tat i am considered as smart cos i pick it up damn fast....

First few roses that i folded all by myself....

                                                          

AMAZED?!!!! Pls be!!! Cos i can't believe it too...

I finally see the first part of my Purple Ribbon roses and it's amazingly gorgeous...  I promise i will upload when i get the flowers!

Anyway this is the finally bouquet of roses for my mummy.... Folded by me and touch-up by Mr. Jimmy.

                                                           

Nice? I believe it's nice cos it is filled wit my love, care and Mr. Jimmy's love, care and decorations and materials... LOL!!!! He provided everything for me sia......

Thank you Mr. Jimmy.....
and..... Mummy....... I LOVE U! Heehee....

Current Music: 其实还爱你, 阿沁